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A place that will let me be slightly less bored at work.
A place that will let you see what I'm thinking about.
A place that will let me be lazy, and do no real development.
A place for you.
A place for me.

Thursday, October 30, 2003

Damn... big LCD screens are so sexy. If I weren't poor right now I'd have a huge one. Oooh, on a side note; I'm not as screwed in that department as I had thought. It looks like Cal Poly does have some redeeming factors, and they actually straightened up my financial aid situation without interference from me. Go them.

Had my history test today... I really like tests in GE classes. They are actually fun. I mean... a test... and its fun. Who would have thought. I really enjoyed it, and I feel like I did okay; but I left work an hour early to go and study.

Speaking of work... the whole culture there has changed. One of our office gals is leaving, which is sad news... and it just seems like everyone is really high tension. I feel like I'm working pretty hard to get what needs to be done, done. Yet for some reason I always feel like I'm slacking off. Although I guess that is one of the problems being a Sys. Admin. I mean nobody knows you are working, until something breaks. When that happens, its time to head for the hills; because they want your balls on a stake. It's not REALLY like that at Dancris, but I can imagine companies where it is. I do feel like my work is transparent though. How could it not be? I guess I really feel un-productive because I don't have anything to show at the end of the day. I mean at Vicky's there were full panty tables, or stocked windows. Here I have computers that run, just like they did when I got here. I'm an agent of anti-entropy, in a place where entropy happens but people assume it doesn't. Wow... I sure am rambling. Oh well, my job still kicks your jobs ass.